ok lah two months never blog and yes i feel something's amiss. i need somewhere to write my crap. well, i wouldn't be surprised if i'm writing for the cyberair in cyberspace to see cos everybody thought this space died already hahaha. well, i haven't been secretly mugging the past two months.

in fact, i've been doing NOTHING. seriously. i have no idea why. i have no stamina and will to continue which is why i'm now paying people to throw work at me and watch me do work ie. tuition. i don't know but it might actually be working. partly due to the crap i've been given in school, i find tuition much more....useful and even though it's at the end of the day, i pay SO MUCH more attention and i'm actually awake and ABSORBING.

i mean, seriously, i'd rather skip school and tuition my way through. haha maybe the money paid does play a role. right now everytimei mention tuition to my parents they don't go "how much?" or whatever anymore they're like "YOU BETTER GO" so i guess they think i really suck at school and have decided to spend to "buy" me my grades...is that actually sad?

anyways, other times that i'm not doing anything, i'll be neatening up my itunes library cos i was importing it to my lappie and...ahhh just alot of shit happening and i have this OCD and i CANNOT CANNOT tolerate untidy itunes libraries. the first alphabet of every word has to be in upper case and the others in lower case unless stated otherwise, my "feat. other artistes" has to be in a certain fixed format, i must have album art unless i really really really cannot find, etc. and everytime i see a blank album name or artiste or those "track 01/track02/dou36tdku38" thingums, i just HAVE to click and edit the whole damn thing. otherwise it will keep bothering me. omg i sound freaky now that i've gone through my itunes library obsessions.... :/

oh and i've been watching "reality" teevee. jon and kate plus 8. completely sad cos their lives have been entirely manipulated by the media. oh and i'm a celebrity get me outta here haha i think spencer and heidi are hilarious, other than that, dumb show.

ok back to re-syncing my entire library &@^@*($