i'm thinking of the times when i listened only to songs which were in english. i feel like my thoughts were more coherent then. yikes, is this what kpop is doing to me? :/ HAHA

working is sucking the hell out of me ): i feel like i need all the time in the world to spend time with my friends who are all leaving. there's just this awkward feeling in the air when you know someone is leaving and then you make extra effort, go out of your way to meet up with these people and then at the back of your head it's like, oh yeah, they're leaving we should do this cos he's/she's leaving oh yeah did i mention i should really spend more time with him/her cos they're leaving? SIGH. bad, weird feeling that feels forced.

i thought getting over a's was like omg miraculous feat i'll never feel that way ever again in my life worst thing ever. but seems like it's after a's that it has reached a new low. school really keeps you sane even though everyone is just, well, almost completely insane.

i wish things were easier, people were easier on me, i was easier on myself...

my life is a sad song and everyone's singing along.

no, i'm not this sad all the time just so you know.

buying and looking at pretty things make me feel better, for 2 seconds. maybe this explains why i'm buying and looking so often hah.