i was really lazy last week and i'm suffering from the consequences right now. bad habits die hard. i admire people who have an eye for nice angles and perspectives and it annoys me that the current assignment is photography-heavy. i guess that's how things go. it seems like everyone in my class is photographer by training or something when i saw their work i was like holy shit time to dig hole to bury self and laptop now. perhaps this is what you call good stress. prior to this i've been reading some books on composition i can't say they were utterly useless but it really takes a lot of time to get used to the camera and knowing which angles look best, lighting etc.

so far i only truly enjoy foundation drawing lessons and that's as far as it goes omg i'm gonna die in this course crap crap crap war happen now.

the boys have been touring the world it's weird that korea seems nearer to me than if they were anywhere else. i don't really have time to fangirl right now but it's difficult to detach myself from what i've been doing for the past few months and it helped that they were promoting in korea at the point in time. but now it's just...uh...people don't seem very keen on tuning in to sukira even. or maybe it's just me since i'm technically being separated from them lol uni life.

time is ticking away time is ticking away i feel every need to do extremely well or at least give my best during these 4 years but i guess just cos the first few assignments aren't exactly what i'm comfortable with, i feel them pulling down my morale a whole lot. it's ok, time to learn learn learn and be a sponge!

NIENNIE AND VIBHU I MISS YOU ALL