at the crossroads.

i've been taking so much veggie cos of the pesca thing even though yeah, i have some meat days. and i think it's awesome that the people around me are doing this together, it makes it alot easier, really :D so, yaye to 'em.

there's this UOB painting of the year competition (prestigious much pls) coming. submission's in mid july? yeah, like after JCTs which is kinda nerve-wrecking cos there won't be enough time to complete the canvas unless it's day-night day-night painting starting NOW. but sorry, no luxury of time AT ALL. unless i was oblivious to JCTs (easy much) and... new york (hello?!?! are you kidding?!) thing is, i wanted to participate when i was like, sec 3? like i even wanted to cram the whole painting and planning process in less than a week without sleep of course, but STILL, SO NOT HAPPENING. which is why i'm more compelled to take part this year and actually GET SOMEWHERE. so... go realism go realism.

and PI is the bane of my existence.

anyways, i think my life's revolving around new york. like, my life won't officially start until i get back from there. and so everyday's just another day closer to it. this is not working out too well, hmph.

midnight movie-ish weekend PLEASE. make it happen make it happen. though i don't think i deserve a break for the kind of shit i put in at school.