you were here just yesterday.

i feel like i'm bursting with things to say but yet again i can hardly put them into coherent sentences ): there's so much shit i have to get through now, i feel like hiding in my room and letting the world pass me by. or maybe taking time off school but then again just because it's freakin singapore you're NOT allowed to take a break. like everyone progresses at the same speed and if you lag behind, it equates to you being a loser. why can't just people take a year off school and then get back on track knowing that they're much more prepared, drain away the stress and then carry on anew. isn't that better?

so while keeping mum is my only option, i'll probably go for a long walk tomorrow with my poddy and get some art materials to ease the pain. don't ask me how that helps.
yes i is very sadz