are we faling or flying?

and JUST when i was slightly excited about my majolica majorca blusher from japan they decided to bring it to singapore and put it in non exclusive places like watson's. i was complaining to my mom on how i could be part of the 0.245% of the singaporean population (a rough estimate, i'd say) to own a majolica majorca blusher AND THEN AND THEN AND THEN they just had to burst my bubble. sigh major major.
she told me to look on the bright side, you don't have to fly all the way to japan to get it if you run out! the mart, where the friendly non-exclusive watson's is, is just 5 minutes away! uhm she was trying to get a hooray outta that but i'm still leaning towards the whole only-i-own-it-and-nobody-else-so-all-you-jealous-people-gotta-get-it-in-japan-so-fly-there-yourself-(sticks out tongue)-damnit-side.
AH THE WHOLE DILEMMA (analyses even further) omg why am i devoting so much time towards this???

stupid eye infection. don't worry friends you can still look at me and talk to me, not contagious. NOT A WALKING HEALTH HAZARD.