i guess whenever we blog about such things, we always feel we deserve to win, we always wanna stand in the middle of the field and scream WHY CAN'T YOU SEE OUR EFFORT AND WE DESERVE OUR FIRST PLACE GIVE US TROPHY NOW NOW NOW. but at the end of the day after all the sweat and tears i guess really, there's so much we've gotten outta this experience. and i don't really care who won or did not cos i mean really, how many people remember by next year or even next week? cos i feel to compare makes everything so damn tiring. i mean yes there will be rash moments when we say we did this we did that more than they did why why blahblahblah but isn't it better just to think about how you love the experience and the friendships forged TO BITS? yes, it was sad but i feel we've proven ourselves SO MUCH and closed up this huge gap. we gave a damn to improve and people see these things. i'm really comforted that people feel unjust for us and such... and i think huimin was abso cute to say that everyone cried cos they're gonna miss cheer pracs, not cos of the trophy (: and gwen! thanks for making me feel tonnes better bout the whole thing! and we just have to keep moving forward! which is less pressurising than like trying to maintain something, to me. yaye i'm so happy i'm in beta :D :D :D
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