there are so many things that i wanna do/say/feel but on second thought they're better off undone/unsaid. i think it's a wonder how people make decisions or get around making one. the process is tiring and it perplexes me.
i'm so scared that i put off doing/saying/feeling these things that one day when i feel like making rash decisions or can't keep it in anymore, it'll make people hate me.
i want it out of my face SO badly.